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time really flies
2010 had come to an end
quite frankly, I don't really wish to say bye bye to 2010
after say bye, which means that my college life will start very soon,
which then, I have to study hard
(I must pass all the subjects)
*wink*
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after marked a full stop on year 2010,
which shows that, I'll be leaving this little pretty island after another half year
*if only if I pass all the subject, but I WILL*
this time I can't say "I don't want to go"
had been postponed and postponed
from A-level course until now
I don't really wish to stay far apart from my lovely parents, siblings,
and, of course the lovely HIM
but, I have to
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we are really close at that time, but when times go on,
I see her true colour
peoples around had been asking me why I can believe in her that easy
luckily, no regret, I knew it now
will be more careful next time
*wink*
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(I think is around Jun/July - August)
*which is during the months which I'm so stupid*
luckily, single does not last long on me
our relationship went on after that
I did celebrated my birthday with HIM
*wink*
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the somebody is just the nobody
I had really no idea why I had such a feeling on him at that moment
luckily, the feeling did not last long
(just during the couple months)
*wink*
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this happened since I had the new girlfriend
luckily, this type of behaviour had come to an end after I saw her true colour
won't behave that way anymore, is a shame
*wink*
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*the past girlfriend influence*
hope it won't happen again
will work harder
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the same to HIS birthday
*wink*
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it was a good memory, a very good one
thank you, the silly one
thank you for all those presents and surprises
and, oh ya, the very great Christmas dinner
LOVE you
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I want my baby skin back so badly
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In 2010, there are good memories and there are lots of bad memories too
will keeps the good one and try to forget the bad one
Hope it 2011 will be a good year for me